update

now?
the dying, precious few moments of a once new day.
europe is alive and glowing from space, her cities like fireflies.

me?
i'm struggling at the minute, i have a awful unsettled feeling in the pit of my stomach. i need to create, but my imagination has taken a spontaneous break. but alas i will truck on as always.

i found a lovely video today. i think when i have a week off, this is what i'm going to make. it's very hypnotic, and you can watch the video here.

sleep well.

rains

im not very much used to blogging again. it's funny how a break of a few months can really toy with your system.
standing in the rain, feeling peace fall from the sky.

silence

i don't often ramble, but i find it so strange. silence.
it doesn't really exist does it? through the faint roar of car engines and drunken murmurs, there is never truly silence. think of all the atoms, molecules, continually bombarding your eardrums. so small, we dont even know they're there.


suppose you think about it, everything in the world is vibrating, all the time.
and if vibration creates sound, i wonder what particles would hum, when they think that we can't hear.

the songs magnesium could sing, the chants iron would utter. reactions would be like orchestral fireworks, magic.

but for now, i will return to my suburban "silence" and pray that the earth could sing me to sleep.

counting out

one,

two,

free.

change

i'm awfully sorry for always changing things around here,
i'm just beginning to settle down.
(only a little name change and a change of scenery,
one must constantly refresh to stay alive) 

you don't have to feel safe

to be unafraid.

hiccup

oh dear.

i will learn to walk again.

stability is the key.

soon

i'm sorry everybody. 250 posts erased.

sometimes, things are more important.

i will return.

i promise.